Dear God,
WTF!
Why you keep giving me awesome things and then taking them away!
6012
Licorice
Colorado
Trisha
Lila
Innocence
Childhood
Magic
Conception
And the worse yet–motherhood! Sacrifice everything. End up with nothing.
And love!
31years with only one possible ending.
Loss
WTF God! I hate you! I wish I never met you! You suck!
Knowing you. Loving you. Has been the biggest heartbreak of all.
Why such separation? Why do you mock me from the sky? Why aren’t I your only. Where is YOUR constancy? Why do you hide?
I am terrified to find myself tip toeing toward you again.
I have only just recovered from our breakup.
39.5 years ago.
There!
THE END.
On, and Fuck YOU!
(sorry about that.)
hope you’re well & all.
let’s have tea sometime.
~
(Written February 2017 in Writing Down the Light program with Joan Borysenko at Kripalu)
The Motherless Muse 